Posterous theme by Cory Watilo

Well, This is my first post since last summer.  It has been a busy 8 or so months.... stiil getting treatment and this process has become just part of my life/ or what I consider part of my normality!  Really, What is normal anyway!  Everyone has there own sense of what is normal is...so this is mine.

These past few months have given me my independence back!  But with this independence and introduction back to real life...there has been a lot of bumps in the road.  Those bumps have given me some valuable lessons. The difference is that I am listening this time.  Which makes all the difference in the world!!

I have so many things and people to be Thankful for......My family.  My Mom, who has given up the past 3 years to take care of me.  How do you ever repay or show the gratitude that is definately due??  I try to, but sometimes it seems to not be enough!!  But Thank You Mom...for being the strong beautiful woman you are!  You are my hero and I am so proud to have you as my mother!!  My sisters and brother... I know that this has been a rough road, but you have definately made it much smoother for me!!  My Dog, Baxter.  You were my protector and best friend.  You always kept a watchful eye on things,  I love you bubba-doo and have missed you everyday since you had to go heaven!  But I always feel you right by my side!!

I have met so many lovely people.....Thank you for your support and kind words!!  My lovely Meg....You are my rock and the love you have shown me, it truly amazes me!!  You put up with me and my moods at times, but still love me!! I love you so much and you an incredibly beautiful woman-- inside and out!!

Well, I definately needed to get all that out!!!  Whewwww!! lol  

I struggle at times with being around....while so many of my people are not!  I continue my fight for them and always will!!  You all are my heroes!!  I love and miss you all!!