Posterous theme by Cory Watilo

Reflections during this holiday season

The holidays have taken on more meaning to me!  I have always loved this time of year....the decorations, goodwill towards fellow man and the love that fills the love that fills the air!  It's Christmas time!

Thanksgiving was a very reflective time for me......receiving news that the cancer was gone from my Pancreas was something to be so Thanfkul for!  It made me think of ALL the things that I am Thankful for and sent my mind into a tailspin....all the thoughts of thankfulness came flooding into me.  I AM TRULY BLESSED!  I am still trying to have all this wnderful news sink in and it does seep in a bit everyday!  I try to pass on my blessings to everyone else I come into contact with...it makes me feel comlete! I Love passing on the good things life and living have to offer.  I have found that some folks do not know how good they have it..... I am here to help people realize that each day of Life and LIVING is a MIRACLE!

I look back and am amazed at all the Beautiful people that have passed through my life and am truly Blessed to have known them and they certainly made me a better person just for the time I had known them.  

I struggle some days...with still being here and so many of my friends not. I do know that they are watching over me and smiling down saying, "YOU DID IT!  I keep all of you in my heart and I carry on for all of you! Actually, I think that at times...you all have carried me through the 3 1/2 years of treatment.  Thank you to all my Guardian Angels and God!

I find myself close to tears...at most points in my day.  It's not sad tears though,  they are tears of THANKFULLNESS. I am so looking forward to this Holiday season and many more.  Make sure to hold your loved ones close and let them know how much you mean to them.  Not only now , but all year through.  The realtionships we have are the Miracles I was talking about.  Make your interactions count. Enjoy the merriment of the season and carry it with you throughout the year.